Rebecca Rippy: Music
It's October
(Rebecca Rippy)
September, 2009
Rebecca Rippy
Born in October, died in July - Coping or rather finding a way to cope with my Dad's death was the most difficult things I've had to do. I spend the first few years running, hiding, lying to myself and everything else I needed to do in order to avoid dealing with it. I'm just trying to be honest with myself on this one I don't have with answers but I'm finally ok with that. :)
It’s October I can feel the earth a turning
Here we go again one more trip around the sun
Hey now there’s November followed by a bleak December
Winter puts my head to rest, get back up for Spring
Here come June July that’s the month I say goodbye
To someone that I truly love and that’s no lie
The next few years will be a blur I will suck it down just to be sure
The pain never creeps up inside
I’ve got to be honest with you I’ve never been honest with me
And I do not know where that leaves me now
It’s October